On Vanity

This post has been sitting in my draft for almost 6 months!!!!!! Too poor  . So the first 3 lines is a condensed version of the original post then i shall just go back to rambling
On Vanity

One of my favorite sayings is 'I'm so pretty and witty and gay', it is from the play West Side Story.... I love Plays.... Okay so when i started this post i was in a bad place. I say bad place because vanity is such a horrible thing. I left it sitting in my draft and coming back to it i realise i have changed. I still like to look pretty but not because i want other people to say i look nice but because I want to look nice for myself. Okay moving on...

I have started wearing heels to church. Whoop whoop. And i like it. My dream of becoming a Lagos IT girl may still happen.

Anyway back to vanity.

Too many Lagos girls are all vanity and no substance. It is so sad. I am glad i took a step back to re-evaluate. That being said change is not easy. It is when you decide not to be that girl who dates randomly that guys from your past start paying attention, but the devil is a LIAR.


Oooer speaking of church i had a crush on this guy in my church for about 2 sundays ( what can i say, old habits die hard). He isn't even my usual type but boy can he sing. I fell in love when i watched him perform at  some thing i went to with a friend. Of which said friend had just broken up with his girlfriend, i don't know why he wanted to go to a valentines day open mic thing. I would have been at home crying. Men are such strange creatures. Anyway the moral of the story is i had a new crush, albeit for a short while and it felt might good.